errr. Not day 1

SO...I suppose this would be day 1 if I was actually on a diet. However I am not. I am on a journey. OR at least that's what I'm calling it. So I woke up this morning to the phone ringing. I have been pretty sick for the past few days and I have been sleeping on a nocturnal schedule. I slept all day yesterday and woke up at 11 o clock last night wide awake. I didn't go back to sleep until 4 in the morning. Anyways back to the story, I woke up to the sound of the phone ringing and I hobbled off to go get it. I didn't recognize the caller so I ignored it but when the number called again, I just decided it must be important. IT WAS.

Earlier this summer, I had applied to teacher summer school. So naturally when summer school started and they hadn't called me back, not even for an interview, I figured I wasn't needed and made other arrangements. Well, this morning they called me in for an interview. I instantly woke up and called a few friends and got my day started. I was still sick but decided to ignore it as well as ignore my eating plan and work out plan. SO, I ate some left over chili from wendys this morning for breakfast, because I just did not want to eat soup! Then I got ready for the interview. Well they called and rescheduled so, I went to buy lunch. and here's where it got interesting.

I went to the ATM and of course it was in the supermarket and of course I felt like I should just get some junk food to eat there. Well, I was so proud of myself because I walked out and went and bought me a salad...

I also decided to take a photo of myself and stick it in this blog as well. 

So I'm not comfortable with my body. I can't do much about my face other than put makeup on. Which you know what? Even girls who are thin don't do that! So in some way I'm still a step ahead. I even paired it with some beautiful MAC pink lipstick. Well I am still planning on having a snack that involves chicken and a fruit for dinner.